I think that I’ve always wanted to maintain a healthy diet with an adequate amount of exercise. I just never had the discipline to. Probably because I’ve gotten used to being able to eat whatever I want without looking like I did gain a lot.
I noticed that I was getting bigger late 2012. My chubbiness has been up and down since then, but right now the extra fat I’ve gained is getting really difficult to burn. And I’ve refused to acknowledge that. HAHA.
CHEESE IS TOO GOOD TO LET GO. HUHUHU.
I know that it’s not what’s on the outside that matters, but I don’t see anything wrong with trying to shape up physically, too.
I just feel so much heavier. Mind you, I’m not that fat. I’m just chubbier than I was before. But either way, it’s harder for me to move around now. I feel really uncomfortable with myself. It’s also really hard for me to fit into my shorts and pants now. And I feel loads uncomfortable in a lot of my tops, too.
Even my parents are telling me to start lessening the fattening foods I take in. Must mean they see me getting rounder, too. Not that they’re pressuring me to be skinny. Their primary concern for me is my unhealthy diet.
This week they told me that they’d start packing vegetables for me in school and that they were gonna start limiting the cheesy, fattening foods they let me eat. </3
Hai. I’m going to have to start sleeping right (as much as possible), too. And disciplining myself to go to the gym regularly, despite the busyness from school.
Hopefully I keep this up better than I do this blog. Haha.